Yep.<\/p>\n
I think I probably even get how it started.<\/p>\n
One…I hate pictures.\u00a0 Is this a shyness thing?\u00a0 Nope.\u00a0 I just hate how I look in them, plus, flashes tend to set off my migraines, and I also have some weird privacy quirks-small town, kids, I prefer to my life and business just that…my business.\u00a0 But it’s not because I’m shy.<\/p>\n
Tw0…and this is my dark, ugly secret.<\/p>\n
I’m hot tempered. Very much so.\u00a0 Very<\/em> much so.\u00a0 However, I’m also very ‘me’ centric and I realize that when I let my temper get the better of me, it’s not the best thing for my career.\u00a0 ;o)\u00a0 I also can say it’s entirely ‘me’ centric-my family pretty much drives my major, and even a lot of my minor, decisions-if I do something stupid that screws with my career, well… I help to provide for my kids through my career. So stupid crap affects them.\u00a0 Stupid crap affects my family. Stupid crap affects my marriage.\u00a0 There’s enough stupid crap that does this that I can’t control-the stuff that I can control?\u00a0 Yep, I’m controlling it.<\/p>\n Thus… I don’t let myself get stupid, which means I have to tone down the stupid crap, which means…I have to watch my hot-tempered nature.\u00a0 What does this translate to?<\/p>\n Online…well, weirdly enough, I’ve developed something of a diplomatic reputation and that really wasn’t all that hard-maybe it seems that way, but if you think about, there is almost always two sides (at least) to every story and I’m the nosy type who has always wanted to know all sides, and I just tend to make make myself consider all sides before I speak.\u00a0 Online, it’s easy, because I make myself think<\/em> before I hit send<\/em> or enter<\/em>.<\/p>\n