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So I’m coping. \u00a0I’m not level yet. \u00a0I’m kinda right about…<\/p>\n

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I can’t describe what\u00a0there<\/em> is. \u00a0Level. Stable? \u00a0Ready to face everything I need to juggle without my head wanting to explode? \u00a0Ready to just deal with life? \u00a0I don’t know. \u00a0I still cringe half the time. \u00a0I don’t want to hide under the bed 2\/3 of the day anymore. \u00a0I guess that’s an improvement. \u00a0Not as much as I want. \u00a0But it’s better.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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